hi, everyone. recently i am alright
rotting at home almost bores to dead, SERIOUSLY. so eating tibits beomes my daily routine, i will keep eating and eating and eating non-stop when i absolutely have nothing to do. do you eat alot when you are bored? i am the type who can eat alot when nothing bothers me, but i will just starve myself for whole day if i am stressed or depressed or in any moodswing.

i wake up really early in the morning because of the idiotic toddler(my sister), o my goodness, she wakes up at around 5-7 every morning.. it's forgivable that she wakes up early cos she is a baby, she can't control anything but worst of all is, she fucking sleeps with me, IN THE SAME BED! i tried to find out what was the reason why she cried every morning.. until i knew that she was hungry. well, after i fed her, i promptly went back to sleep and i thought she would sleep too, nevertheless, she never slept and was making some noise.. i can accept it but until she crawled around and steped on my face with her stupid feet! the same thing happen again and again recently. looking after a baby freak me out totally. SIGH...
i love alwena but sometime she is just too tiresome.

i kinda started to like my stepdad cos he looks like mr bean! not his appearance, but his actions. always makes me laugh like nobody's business, his western food is fabulous too. hehe

just chatted with my cousin in msn and she is now studying in australia, i can only say that apparently her english is quite good. i must buck up my english! it is quite ashamed that my language is worse than my younger cousin. look like i have to blog often in the future to improve my writing skill.

it is eleven pm in uk now. look like i must sleep before alwena wakes me up in the early morning tomorrow, good night :) byebye

should i eat fruit bar tomorrow morning or start diet?